All of a Sudden

All of a sudden, I started feeling numb.

It looks like the end is near, and I guess it's just starting to hit me. Heather sent an email today.

We are definitely getting close to the end.  She isn't talking much at all and doesn't want to.  Doesn't want visitors too long.  Doesn't really want to look at pictures and such. Part of the letting go.  She uses hand gestures to communicate.... breathing is slowing (but still pretty steady).  We have all told her our goodbyes and that we would be okay- Uncle Dud called today and I held the phone up for her.

I guess this is it.